There are some things that I am feeling that I shouldn't be feeling.
I am with someone that loves me. adores me. Tell me the most beautiful and loving things all the time. So why do I feel like I WANT more. NEED more. It's not that said person ISN'T giving me enough. I've always had this addiction to fucking things up just when they are getting good.
I'm trying - I'm trying to be content. To not search through the crowd for eyes looking my way. I'm trying not to cry on the phone when my ex gf phones me crying herself.
I am so sick of myself.
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.
- Char|ey
- things can only get better from here...I promise to love you with my entire being, if you love me too. My heart is a small thing, my chest has a hole in it darker than the darkest night. But it's getting better - slowly. Until then, I'll write. End.
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