She rode a pure white horse.

She bleached her hair

and coloured her eyes black

she cut her legs and bled to death.


She dreamed of light but drowned in sorrow.

Took a knife to herself and force fed her mind.

Full to bursting - unable to contain
disasterdisasterdisaster|relief.

she cried into her broken wrists
sobbed through broken ribs
broken stone upon broken stone pavings paved.

She cut her legs and bled to death.

Freckles.

You can build the stone.

Rusty cogs.

Pack it with Earth and Dirt and Reddened Mud.

Make it strong, stronger still.

Make it mine. Make it fast.

Fast and faster still.

I’m losing consciousness. Unconscious with this.

Blind to the dark. Flowing inside. Pouring and heavy.

Push it in and strain yourself.

Struggle for breath.

You’re falling apart with this.

Bending to broken.

Out of time and suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

And Suicide.

Fuck your Maudlin Heart.