TURPENTINE TEARS

finally I've realised

I am happy within him
and not without him

resistance is futile
I can't do this alone

and that everything that holds me back is holding me because I, and I alone let it......

it's time to take this beast by the horns and ride it until the end.

UNTITLED

I smell you, permeating from my skin.
My very cells, clinging to the memory of you,
Ravenous, cancerous.
Eating me inside,
Wretched + bitter,
I boil, under the sun,
My skin darkens,
Clouds gather + the effect is thunderous.
Enlightening.

I'm drowning,
Boiling,
Permeating - you.