cutyoucutyoucutyoufrommyheart

Sometimes you're so coy and sly and I fucking hate you for that.
Sometimes I love you so much that it hurts.
Sometimes I want to fucking cut you - so deep that you bleed out all over my feet.
Sometimes you make me ashamed and guilty and young.
Sometimes I want to crush your fucking bones under my heels and tear your flesh with my teeth.
Sometimes I feel nothing toward you.
Sometimes I mock you + your pathetic ways.
Sometimes I wish that we had never met, despite our pre-disposed paths crossing time and again.
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes.


Sometimes I feel too hard, sometimes I feel too little.

Most of the time I want to stop feeling at all.